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Alrighty, all sane ppl can ignore this post, well this part of it at any rate, 'cause HELLATUS is OOVVEERRRRRR )

Okay see, I even put all that behind a cut so you normal-ish ppl wouldn't have to suffer. :D
You know how I got the Death Masks audiobook, well believe it or not I'd actually already started reading it in hardcopy, and I think either Jameseses is that good OR I've listened to him WAYYYYYYYY toooo much because, the voices in my head when I was reading sounded just like the audio. *shakes head and sighs*
I now have High Plains Invaders to watch and cap, so watch-out the next batch o' spam will prolly be riddled with Jameseses. :D

Yesterday, Pup talked to my p-doc, checking in on the new meds and dosages and not-what, and he also told her about the tests I'd dropped off last week. You know those "are you insane" quizzes. Well, I basically blew the bell curve on one and deformed it on the other. P-doc wants to talk it over with some of the other docs and t-docs, something about needing the childhood references, but everyone who knew me when a was a a kid speaks English and not Swedish, and whether or not they can make an accurate enough DX with what they got.
Oh and for those interested I either have BiPolar II (non-psychotic) and PTSD with Social/Agora-phobia, OR Asperger/High Functioning Autism and ADHD. *hangs head* ...just when you think you've got a line on your own psychosis, lol.

EXCUSE ME, I as usual got the news late, so please forgive the interruption! OMGS OMGS OMGS A 6TH SEASON!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSS! It should probably bother me that this news is probably the best thing I've heard all year (as in past twelve months) and makes me this bleeding happy, but SPN and CM are all I got, so yeah...
heavenlyxbodies: (6 fingers)
So, I've come to realize I have a shit-load of fic. I decided to actually update and correct my Master List o' Fic for the new comm, got the CM stuff, got the Smv x-over pR0n, got all but the 1 x-over from BtVS, and it's like 6 pages long!!! I haven't even started the SPN or the DA! *head desk* Where does it all come from!!!!!!!
~oh and if anyone knows how to CSS a sticky post PLEASE let me know~


Went to my p-doc Friday and decided the happy meds weren't at the new higher dosage, which means that a) I may not have BP afterall- gee treat me for it for 5+ years THEN notice the BP drugs aren't working. *head desk* At least I can't blame more than the past couple months on this doc, and HE actually noticed, lol. No, he thinks I may have a combination of ADHD and Asperger, since the symptoms fit if they're taken together. What I don't get is how I can do the same exact test from two different sources and one calculates my as astronomically high on the probable Asperger scale and the other hade me almost as low as you can get... I'm thinkin' maybe I misread one of them. Anyway, this is gonna be fun since it's virtually impossible to dx AS in adults and the only ppl who know/remember when I was younger are in the States and speak another language. I keep tellin' the doc he doesn't know my family and how we can make things happen if it's important enough. *sigh* Right now we're still in the testing and proding with sticks portion of the dx. Well that and he's lowering my meds from 800 back down to 400, and I gotta say I'm noticing the good effects even now at the 600. Something else he said would happen if he was right about the BP being mis-dx, something about the meds I'm on effecting the epinephrine and dopamine levels/conductivity. It's confusing, but that's why god made me a lab rat, umm I mean that's why there's testing and such!

Oh, on a fandomy note, the muses are being quite odd and behaving, I'm getting some good stuff down for my [livejournal.com profile] dc_fireplace fic, and my brain is really wanting to work on Arcana. *shockgasphorror* I'm actually thinking I might set a proper 'goal' for having it finished by, I'm thinking my b-day, yeah it's MONTHS away but that'll allow for the time the docs bugger me up tweaking my meds and poking me with spoons and other kitchen equipment.
I also got the final kink (not the good kind) worked out on my fanmixes for [livejournal.com profile] dc_fireplace, now I just gotta do the graphics... not a problem except I need to find some REALLLLLLLLLy good head on shots of the 'pala. This is not as easy as one would think. Any f-listies with bright ideas are welcome to point me in the right direction if they are so inclined.

***this statement is merely for the joy of said statement***

I FINALLY got a copy of the BBC's HHGttG that has the voice over!!!!!!!! (This prolly only make sense to other ppl with parrots) *does happy dance*
heavenlyxbodies: (Simon)
Mom type ppl should NOT click this )

On a more fandomy note, someone wanna tell me how I missed Clea DuVall being in Girl, Interrupted? I mean, yeah, I've been avoiding it for other obvious reasons, but Clea DuVall!!!!!! I so woulda sat through it for that. ...don't ask, I don't know why I think she's so awesome, I just do. * points at But I'm a Cheerleader for those who are non-believers * For some reason she reminds me of a modern day Katherine Hepburn, oh well, back to capping Misha. :D

*absently wonders if there's any way to get her on SPN- flails- she's worked with Misha and Jensen... and all three together... purrs* Yes I know I'm a sick pup, but that's why you guys put up with me! ;P
heavenlyxbodies: (6 fingers)
So now that I've fangrrled all over the place, how 'bout some boring stuff! (with some fandoming thrown in 'cause I really am that pathetic, lol)

On the loony tunes front, p-doc upped me to 600 mg last week and... well, manic much? Last week it was kinda useful, (before he upped the dosage) I was doing all sorts of stuff too fast to even notice, but the weird part was that I was actually FINISHING whatever I was working on before getting distracted by the new shiny. Now I'm still all over the place but it's more "normal", can't follow one train of thought before it crashes head long into another. Mys- the mental trainwreck, lol. On the upside the shakes are gone and my muses are still around just having trouble focusing them *grrr*
And Pup's not helping that much, she's trying to, but... like t'other day we're both in the kitchen cooking and she starts in on whether or not it was possible that I was 'faking' (as in thinking I was therefore I was) having this manic bout I'm having. What the FUCK kind of question is that? I tried to stay calm and tell her how I could tell, that it was a difference in how your brain felt and if you had to you could stop it if it was one of those 'self-induced' things. But it still hurt that she didn't believe me, or at least acted like she didn't believe me. *pouts*
And then there was this other thing, a couple weeks ago, she was trying to understand how I was feeling (esp since the doc usually talks to her on the phone when he's checking up on me- that whole language barrier thing), but everytime I got something across so she understood she'd be all "Well, I'm not telling the doctor that! That's a sure way to get you locked up!", so WTF I'm supposed to only tell half of how I'm feeling, or what my triggers are? Hello, doesn't make a lick of sense!!! *is confuzzled* Makes me want to just fuck it all and not do anything for it. *grrr*

I'm going through SPN withdrawal... but that's neither here, nor there, just thought I'd mention it, lol.

Well, it's pretty obvious I survived the holidays (thank gods), I got to cook again this year, though no one really eats my food- something about it being weird American food, lol. Anyway, the reason I wound up cooking was because of HRH's boytoy, he's awesome (no you can't have him, both me and the missus have called dibs, followed by my mom, so yeah there's a line- take a number). He heard that last year I did a full on American Christmas dinner and announced to HRH that they were spending Christmas with us, lol. This had apparently been a bone of contention until then, lol. Anyway, we comprimized and did the American dinner the day before (which was actually two days before, since they insist on celebrating Christmas on the 24th instead of the 25th- I think they do it just to confuse everyone else, lol) and the traditional dinner the day of. *shakes head*

Is it justifiable homicide to kill the HS? She's being uber-bitch! I really hate children... really, really hate them. Haha, even my p-doc realized this last time I saw him... it's kinda freaky, his only concern was whether it was like babies or older school aged children... he just kinda smiled and said ok, and we went on, lol. Have I mentioned my p-doc is pretty damn cool, lol.

Oh, yeah, I have a question for you fandom type ppl- I'm working on a fanmix, well, two actually, but I'm never sure what the 'acceptable' number of tracks to have is, so any words of wisdom?
*waits and listens to the crickets*
heavenlyxbodies: (ass)
*waves at ppl who found the Mys*

In the realm of "The Great Swedish TV Conspiracy", you will not convince me that within 3 days of 5x05 airing here they're showing House of Wax is a coincidence! Esp when TIH is on twice inbetween. *eyes Showtime suspiciously for signs of Finding Home*

And in the scary news department, I found out that my mom ships Eric/Sookie, this is only vaguely scary, what's really scary is that after seeing 2x09 I understand WHY, lol... and it doesn't help that when I told MM that Mom shiped them she spent the next hour walking around muttering "min Skarsgård" - that's "my Skarsgård" in English.
*shakes head* Swedes are weird.
Further proof of this, they eat this thing that looks and smells like (and I'm pretty sure IS) pig innards, but they wrinkle their nose at my homemade biscuits and gravy? And not only do they not have bottle vanilla, cream of tartar, or chocolate chips, but they've never heard of ground sausage!?!
Again I say, Swedes are weird.

drugs are fun *googley eyes* )

I actually saw a good movie t'other day! State of Play - killer! Intense, and fun, and the kind of movie that makes you think... it was very All the President's Men, which I'm sure got it slammed by some ppl, but I kinda found it refreshing that someone finally remembered how a proper political thriller was done (and yes I know AtPM was based on real events- I might be a Yank, but I'm not stupid, lol). Though I do think I'm the only one of the clan who enjoyed it, but if I had to sit through one more of their crapaliscious movies I was gonna scream. Like we've had Frost Nixon for MONTHS, but we can't watch it, I always get out voted in favour of shite of the month or most recently Saw 6000 (though I will admit it was better than most of the others- there was this thing that resembled a plot *shockgasphorror* so it was bearable for once). And why am I the only person on the planet who doesn't like potty humour? By that I mean like the Scary Movie, Epic Movie, etc films and the American Pie franchise- I just don't get it. The clan loves that stuff and they love to tease me because I just kinda sit there feeling my brains bleed out through my eyes. *sighs*

And I'm gonna stop now before I launch into a Bones rant... just think you'll have that to look forward to next time, lolololololol

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