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heavenlyxbodiesSo, I've come to realize I have a shit-load of fic. I decided to actually update and correct my Master List o' Fic for the new comm, got the CM stuff, got the Smv x-over pR0n, got all but the 1 x-over from BtVS, and it's like 6 pages long!!! I haven't even started the SPN or the DA! *head desk* Where does it all come from!!!!!!!
Went to my p-doc Friday and decided the happy meds weren't at the new higher dosage, which means that a) I may not have BP afterall- gee treat me for it for 5+ years THEN notice the BP drugs aren't working. *head desk* At least I can't blame more than the past couple months on this doc, and HE actually noticed, lol. No, he thinks I may have a combination of ADHD and Asperger, since the symptoms fit if they're taken together. What I don't get is how I can do the same exact test from two different sources and one calculates my as astronomically high on the probable Asperger scale and the other hade me almost as low as you can get... I'm thinkin' maybe I misread one of them. Anyway, this is gonna be fun since it's virtually impossible to dx AS in adults and the only ppl who know/remember when I was younger are in the States and speak another language. I keep tellin' the doc he doesn't know my family and how we can make things happen if it's important enough. *sigh* Right now we're still in the testing and proding with sticks portion of the dx. Well that and he's lowering my meds from 800 back down to 400, and I gotta say I'm noticing the good effects even now at the 600. Something else he said would happen if he was right about the BP being mis-dx, something about the meds I'm on effecting the epinephrine and dopamine levels/conductivity. It's confusing, but that's why god made me a lab rat, umm I mean that's why there's testing and such!
Oh, on a fandomy note, the muses are being quite odd and behaving, I'm getting some good stuff down for my![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
dc_fireplace fic, and my brain is really wanting to work on Arcana. *shockgasphorror* I'm actually thinking I might set a proper 'goal' for having it finished by, I'm thinking my b-day, yeah it's MONTHS away but that'll allow for the time the docs bugger me up tweaking my meds and poking me with spoons and other kitchen equipment.
I also got the final kink (not the good kind) worked out on my fanmixes fordc_fireplace, now I just gotta do the graphics... not a problem except I need to find some REALLLLLLLLLy good head on shots of the 'pala. This is not as easy as one would think. Any f-listies with bright ideas are welcome to point me in the right direction if they are so inclined.
I FINALLY got a copy of the BBC's HHGttG that has the voice over!!!!!!!! (This prolly only make sense to other ppl with parrots) *does happy dance*
~oh and if anyone knows how to CSS a sticky post PLEASE let me know~
Went to my p-doc Friday and decided the happy meds weren't at the new higher dosage, which means that a) I may not have BP afterall- gee treat me for it for 5+ years THEN notice the BP drugs aren't working. *head desk* At least I can't blame more than the past couple months on this doc, and HE actually noticed, lol. No, he thinks I may have a combination of ADHD and Asperger, since the symptoms fit if they're taken together. What I don't get is how I can do the same exact test from two different sources and one calculates my as astronomically high on the probable Asperger scale and the other hade me almost as low as you can get... I'm thinkin' maybe I misread one of them. Anyway, this is gonna be fun since it's virtually impossible to dx AS in adults and the only ppl who know/remember when I was younger are in the States and speak another language. I keep tellin' the doc he doesn't know my family and how we can make things happen if it's important enough. *sigh* Right now we're still in the testing and proding with sticks portion of the dx. Well that and he's lowering my meds from 800 back down to 400, and I gotta say I'm noticing the good effects even now at the 600. Something else he said would happen if he was right about the BP being mis-dx, something about the meds I'm on effecting the epinephrine and dopamine levels/conductivity. It's confusing, but that's why god made me a lab rat, umm I mean that's why there's testing and such!
Oh, on a fandomy note, the muses are being quite odd and behaving, I'm getting some good stuff down for my
dc_fireplace fic, and my brain is really wanting to work on Arcana. *shockgasphorror* I'm actually thinking I might set a proper 'goal' for having it finished by, I'm thinking my b-day, yeah it's MONTHS away but that'll allow for the time the docs bugger me up tweaking my meds and poking me with spoons and other kitchen equipment.I also got the final kink (not the good kind) worked out on my fanmixes for
dc_fireplace, now I just gotta do the graphics... not a problem except I need to find some REALLLLLLLLLy good head on shots of the 'pala. This is not as easy as one would think. Any f-listies with bright ideas are welcome to point me in the right direction if they are so inclined.***this statement is merely for the joy of said statement***
I FINALLY got a copy of the BBC's HHGttG that has the voice over!!!!!!!! (This prolly only make sense to other ppl with parrots) *does happy dance*
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