Veteran of the Psychic Wars

WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME GRIS AND SARA BROKE-UP!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

*runs about humming happy tunes and throwing confetti*


This ranks right up there with getting confirmation that Cas was gonna be coming back for S5! That feeling like going outside between spring thunderstorms or that time in autumn when evening is coming and everything gets quiet because all the kids are going inside and the adults are getting ready for their evening, even if it's just curled up on a porch swing reading, and its like nothing is there except the rustle of leaves... yeah, that feeling.

What the fuck? "sissy-uke" (and yes, I had to fucking look it up!) Really? Dude, he just woke up to find out he couldn't hear- it's not a fucking hangnail! I think he has the right to be freaked out and not be the strong one!!! Seriously, wtf!?!?! And if you're going to insult my characterization gimme something more than that or why the fuck bother- esp when you're insulting such a sensitive matter? Tell you what asshat, you come back and e-mail me once you've been there or know someone who has; then maybe I'll listen to your blathering. Until then, be glad 'm too angry to reply to you...


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In that grand way that only I can manage, I FINALLY finished all my exchanges (the last ones are getting a read through before getting posted) just in time for another seasonal-ish comm I wanna play in to open (in theory), bbc_las to start (which reminds me I need to pimp that, I'll do that in a minute), and more horrifyingly the Big Bang I wanna do to get ready to start! *flails and not in the good OMGS Cas/Merlin/Arthur/Spike naked!!!!!! kind of way* (and I think I may have just created a new OT4 *wibble*)
And here I thought I was gonna have a chance to work oon some of my stray fic, like the Dean/Cas post 5x22 fic that's been sitting on my hard drive since 5x21 aired!!!! Or the Gwen fic that keeps trying to start and not, no it's not a gen piece, it's slash- don't worry the pod ppl haven't invaded- it's just Gwen oriented in a weird way, or any of the other stray bits and bobs that are laying around on Cas. *sighs* At least I can use pauldron!fic for the BB, I was planning on it being big, I was thinking about using it for this BB, but 30k?!?!?!?!!? I... I... I... 30k!!!!!!!!!!! *breathes* Well, In, Out of the Dark was originally gonna be a couple thousand words, then 10k, and it wound up being what 23k, so I can do this, right? Right? RIGHT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Okay pimpage:

Do You Like To Write? Like to write? Love any of the shows on the BBC Network (except Doctor Who and Torchwood which have their own comm)? Great! There is a new challenge, called bbc_las, where you write a fanfic of at least 100 words every two weeks based on a different prompt and where all pairings, including slash, is allowed! Then they get voted on and the person with the least votes is out that week and the person with the most is safe the next week till you have one author standing who wins! What do you win? A snazzy graphic and a $10 GC to Amazon or Barnes & Noble. You don't even need to be a GREAT writer! ..who will come out on top?

...see I was a good girl. :D

And a not so random r/l craptasticness. Shithead showed up! Apparently the investigation was closed, we still haven't been told the outcome, but the bastard decided that since it was closed he could come see HS. Well, first off he can't, legally, secondly, he doesn't even try to contact us, but goes straight to the police claiming we won't let him see her!?!?!?!?! Dude, that's right up there with upon finding out that charges are being brought against him he DOESN'T ASK WHAT FOR!!!! The bastard knows already, he knew what he did and he knew he still can'tr see her. Yeah, well, freaked us out but good to find out he was in town. Anyway, yes, just another day in the life. Ugh! And ppl wonder why I spend all my free time in fandom, at least there we can make our characters make sense!!!

Anyway the store calls, then dinner, the more driving ppl nuts in the music challenge at merlin_land! I know way too many songs for my own good...

Oh and I forgot my meds yesterday both AM and PM so yeah I'm a little all over atm, sorry, bad for you guys, but good for the muses :P

- half_vulcan is the best, most awesome friend EVER, like in the entire history of EVER!!!!!! *smishesandsquishesandhugs*

- I've introduced Pup to the wonder that is the original UK Whose Line Is It Anyway? ...she actually likes it :P

- things that shouldn't make you feel like you're having your heart ripped out painfully, do

- along with still having a thing for Delenn and Garibaldi, I also still have a total hard-on for Marcus ...I swear B5 is gonna kill me if SPN doesn't first!

- I really wanna find/write Jacob/Daniel fic *headdesk*

- finally breached 18k and for the first time since I upgraded, I actually think that just maybe I can pull this off (thanks in no small part to the aforementioned uber-awesome half_vulcan and kimisgirl *hugs them both*)

- this *points up at previous ticky* is officially the longest thing I've written, ever.

- I seem to be in a permanent state of hug needage... that can't be good.

- I want an icon(s) based on my layout, the whole Veteran of the Psychic Wars thing

- somehow Doctor Who makes more sense in black and white ...shhhh, I kinda like the first Doctor, lol