Veteran of the Psychic Wars

*squeaks* ‘m going to a con tomorrow! …or later today, whatever, lol.
Nah, Pup’s sitting at the comp when she says, outta nowhere, ‘there’s a science fiction convention this weekend’ Fanboy and I automatically perk up. ‘Yeah, wha… Shanks is gonna be there and some others’ Of course she barely gets the ‘Shanks’ out before Fanboy and I are sitting straight up and racing for Cas to look up this con, lol.
Turns out Pup had already looked it up… *shakes head* silly woman. Then she gets all uppity ‘cause Fanboy half teasing says he knows what he and I are doing tomorrow. Anyway, next thing I know Pup’s on the phone arranging to change her shift tomorrow and suddenly me, Fanboy, HRH, MM, and Pup are all going to this con. ‘m a bit worried since ‘m not at all sure it’s gonna be what Pup expects and ‘ve never been to this kind of con, so… but still ‘m hoping for good things. (of all the times for my meds to be… and my head, yeah, but still, con and Pup and Fanboy I should feel pretty safe, yeah *keeps repeating until she believes it*)

I’m horrible, ‘ve got less than a day to write a fic and I just don’t know if I can do it… it’s so fucking hard to think around here with all the trash HRH insists on watching and the noise and not being allowed to go hide in the kitchen and just write and block the rest of the world out. (Btb, MM called Pup on that the other day when HRH and Fanboy came back, it felt good to have someone ‘not on my side’ bring it up.)

Yesterday, I realized I had another exchange that I’d been so sick I’d missed the announcements for- thank the gods I was able to beg an extension.

‘ve decided to start leaving stray bunnies here on my journal- don’t worry they’ll be locked so you won’t be tortured with them just probably the whole meds thing making me babble more than usual.

Yeah, and my bloody SSDI review has come up. *is scared* I mean, I knew it was coming; was actually expecting it last year, still doesn’t make it any better, esp considering that whole not in the US thing and it’s not helping my psyche (such as it is) the whole shit with my shrink here and not having so much as spoken with the new one, :( DNW. *sighs*

Right now all I want is to curl up with some nice telly and some hot cocoa and let the world wash away… not happening, though. Mainly because I don’t have any nice telly (that I can get away with watching with Pup home) or enough hot cocoa to sneak off with.


.

Help!
Ya know, I watched S1 of Merlin and it was kinda cool, fun little bit of escapism... Well, Pup finally heard me when I said I had the first 3 eps of S2 burnt AND in Swedish, so yeah, watched the first ep last night and all I could think was 'gods why aren't I shipping these guys'. Then today second ep and I was all but salivating over Arthur/Merlin. *head desk and repeat* Like I need another ship!

Anyway, I know at least one of my f-listies ships them so point me in the direction of some good slashy fic. *hangs head in shame*

---

Also, that Daniel/Jacob thing... they started having conversations in my head. Won't be long now. Though where the Hells I'm supposed to post something like that I'll never know.

Anybody know any good SG1 x-over comms?

Okay, 'm off to watch more B&W Who and read Sam/Gabriel fic *waves at her wasteland of LJ*

- half_vulcan is the best, most awesome friend EVER, like in the entire history of EVER!!!!!! *smishesandsquishesandhugs*

- I've introduced Pup to the wonder that is the original UK Whose Line Is It Anyway? ...she actually likes it :P

- things that shouldn't make you feel like you're having your heart ripped out painfully, do

- along with still having a thing for Delenn and Garibaldi, I also still have a total hard-on for Marcus ...I swear B5 is gonna kill me if SPN doesn't first!

- I really wanna find/write Jacob/Daniel fic *headdesk*

- finally breached 18k and for the first time since I upgraded, I actually think that just maybe I can pull this off (thanks in no small part to the aforementioned uber-awesome half_vulcan and kimisgirl *hugs them both*)

- this *points up at previous ticky* is officially the longest thing I've written, ever.

- I seem to be in a permanent state of hug needage... that can't be good.

- I want an icon(s) based on my layout, the whole Veteran of the Psychic Wars thing

- somehow Doctor Who makes more sense in black and white ...shhhh, I kinda like the first Doctor, lol

ZOMGs!!!!!!!!!

( Why am I finding this out via the SG1Cascade Yahell Group? )

For that matter why is that leading me to find out this:

A spinoff of Supernatural, called Ghostfacers, which revolves around a group of ghost hunters who film their adventures (who have appeared in several episodes of the series in the past) will initially run as three-minute episodes online on TheWB.com and on the CW’s website and will star A.J. Buckley, Travis Wester, Brittany Ishibashi, and Austin Basis.

Both citations from SciFi Media Zone


Additional- I have come to realize that Enochian is an evil language, made up by slightly psychotic religious oriented ppl. Any time you tell me a "language of the angels" doesn't have one single word for "love", the word for "wicked" is bablon, and caos means "earth" I gotta question it's validity- not that I considered it a true language to begin with, but you know what I mean.
It'd be easier to translate stuff into Minbari! *cracktastic images of Cas and Delenn arguing theology... purrrrrrr*