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Mar. 22nd, 2012 05:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Soooooo, long time, no post...
First off, 'm fine or as fine as I ever am.. okay, nevermind, lol.
If anyone's wondering I've been spending A LOT of time on tumblr, even opened a side blog for me to get all angsty and weird in. It's locked to save ppl from my mind, lol. Which is so weird considering if anybody asked I'd probably give them the password, I guess I just don't want random ppl to find it, since I actually post random fannish stuff (most Big Bang Theory stuff that I associate with way too much, lol). But that's never here nor there. I was mainly saying if I'm gone too long and someone's looking for me try over there.
Also, Spring Training started, so I'm being distracted by lovely baseball again. YAY! And next week everyone's gonna hate me 'cause there's a snooker tourney AND several games I want to see. I've basically booked the telly for like three whole days. Of course I fully expect to be bitched at by ppl until I let them watch their mind numbing drivel.
There are words coming again!!!! Don't know how long it'll last, but 'll take it. Unfortunately, one of the things the words are coming for is for a fic I said I wouldn't write, lol. Got somewhere between 3-5k written of it (parts are typed up on my phone so I don't know exactly, lol) and the one 'm supposed to be working on for the BB is now around 7k, but I've hit a snag there. I need to break a character that I can't figure out how to break. I can wound him, and bend him, and get him to the point where he has to step back before falling (yes, bad choice of words) and breaking, but I can't seem to push him over the edge... Mia said it was gonna be hard, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, but she will get the brunt of this dilemma eventually and maybe we can figure something out- and would you look at me all hopeful about where a fic is going, one that 'm stuck on no less, see "fine" doesn't quite fit.
I still haven't called the psychward... but Pup's going back to work next week (I think) so maybe I'll have more time to sit and stare at the phone without feeling like there're too many ppl around to see me freak out the 100 times it'll take before I finally let someone answer on the other end. BLECH.
I started playing Earth and Utopia again... Now I remember why I stopped playing Earth, but I'll stick it out until the end of the round. Utopia on the other hand is of the good... no I don't expect anyone to know what 'm talking about, but if you do for gods sake give me a shout, lol. Though I did kinda tell off our future monarch. I really don't like this current kingdom, but last time I opened my mouth about how a kingdom was run I would up being Queen for five ages, lol. So yes, trying to keep a low profile. But, no, this guy pissed me off. I'd been asking in forums for someone to bring me and the other new provinces up to date and no one was replying- bad sign right there. Anywho, this guy posts something in the chat about provinces who haven't voted yet, so I told him it was because ppl didn't answer questions. He had the gall to tell me "some ppl don't read the forums". Me being me, shot back with that "yes, if some ppl read the forums they'd know that ppl had been asking for someone to explain the situation" *snickers* Yes, well, he then proceed to tell me everything I wanted to know, lol. Bastard still hasn't apologized, which again is not a good sign, but I got my little T/Ms all beefed up and am just waiting for someone to make a damn decision before the age ends. *head desk and repeat*
In a minute 'm gonna post something else, so I apologize if it looks like 'm spamming, promise I don't mean to and there shouldn't be anything else today, k.
.
First off, 'm fine or as fine as I ever am.. okay, nevermind, lol.
If anyone's wondering I've been spending A LOT of time on tumblr, even opened a side blog for me to get all angsty and weird in. It's locked to save ppl from my mind, lol. Which is so weird considering if anybody asked I'd probably give them the password, I guess I just don't want random ppl to find it, since I actually post random fannish stuff (most Big Bang Theory stuff that I associate with way too much, lol). But that's never here nor there. I was mainly saying if I'm gone too long and someone's looking for me try over there.
Also, Spring Training started, so I'm being distracted by lovely baseball again. YAY! And next week everyone's gonna hate me 'cause there's a snooker tourney AND several games I want to see. I've basically booked the telly for like three whole days. Of course I fully expect to be bitched at by ppl until I let them watch their mind numbing drivel.
There are words coming again!!!! Don't know how long it'll last, but 'll take it. Unfortunately, one of the things the words are coming for is for a fic I said I wouldn't write, lol. Got somewhere between 3-5k written of it (parts are typed up on my phone so I don't know exactly, lol) and the one 'm supposed to be working on for the BB is now around 7k, but I've hit a snag there. I need to break a character that I can't figure out how to break. I can wound him, and bend him, and get him to the point where he has to step back before falling (yes, bad choice of words) and breaking, but I can't seem to push him over the edge... Mia said it was gonna be hard, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, but she will get the brunt of this dilemma eventually and maybe we can figure something out- and would you look at me all hopeful about where a fic is going, one that 'm stuck on no less, see "fine" doesn't quite fit.
I still haven't called the psychward... but Pup's going back to work next week (I think) so maybe I'll have more time to sit and stare at the phone without feeling like there're too many ppl around to see me freak out the 100 times it'll take before I finally let someone answer on the other end. BLECH.
I started playing Earth and Utopia again... Now I remember why I stopped playing Earth, but I'll stick it out until the end of the round. Utopia on the other hand is of the good... no I don't expect anyone to know what 'm talking about, but if you do for gods sake give me a shout, lol. Though I did kinda tell off our future monarch. I really don't like this current kingdom, but last time I opened my mouth about how a kingdom was run I would up being Queen for five ages, lol. So yes, trying to keep a low profile. But, no, this guy pissed me off. I'd been asking in forums for someone to bring me and the other new provinces up to date and no one was replying- bad sign right there. Anywho, this guy posts something in the chat about provinces who haven't voted yet, so I told him it was because ppl didn't answer questions. He had the gall to tell me "some ppl don't read the forums". Me being me, shot back with that "yes, if some ppl read the forums they'd know that ppl had been asking for someone to explain the situation" *snickers* Yes, well, he then proceed to tell me everything I wanted to know, lol. Bastard still hasn't apologized, which again is not a good sign, but I got my little T/Ms all beefed up and am just waiting for someone to make a damn decision before the age ends. *head desk and repeat*
In a minute 'm gonna post something else, so I apologize if it looks like 'm spamming, promise I don't mean to and there shouldn't be anything else today, k.
.