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Feb. 5th, 2010 12:00 pm( Welcome to your Weekly (ie whenever I feel like it) SPN Episode Babble )
Now for the report you've all been waiting for... the doc gave me new meds! *dances* Lyrica, sounds kinda creepy like some street drug or something, lol, but it's for GAD so it doesn't run the risk of messing with the other mood stabilizers I'm on, and it's reallllllllllllllllllllllllly low on the addictive scale, so, happy.
You wanna hear about the t-doc visit? To bad. I'm all revved up and ready to rant, lol. It's fairly short as my rants go so... Yeah, went to see her still all crouched and scared rabbit like, and I tell her what happened and that I'm having uber issues with the PTSD/anxiety part of the program. And instead of saying something useful or even not useful but supportive she starts with this whole "Let it go" thing. I'm sitting there going (in my head) 'I've been seeing varying forms of therapists since I was 16, and you think NONE of them made with the 'let it go' speech? Hello!?! Been there, done that, next pls.' *head desk* Seriously, wtf, she think this was my first rodeo. If it was THAT easy to deal with I wouldn't have spent almost 15yrs MEDICATED for ANXIETY. Like I told Pup, it was like telling a drowning man to just swim, instead of throwing him a damn rope. Get the bugger on shore, THEN you can give him swimming lessons. Grrrrrrrrr.
Anyway, Pup's gonna try and find out exactly what this t-doc is (you know the initials behind her name) 'cause she's starting to think the t-doc isn't really qualified to be what I need her to be (they have weird breakdowns of the psych ppl here).
There all done with that, now for today's random treat of spam:
A whole 11 seconds, of Dresden audio!spam, just 'cause it makes me smile a cheese eatin' smile, lol.
Oh and on a final happy fandomy note I FINALLY got all the graphics done for my![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
dc_fireplace fanmix(es), yeah me! Now to just beat the crap out of Arcana and we can move to the next weirdo fic project, which I only have loosely thought out, but hey, it'll come... eventually, lol.
Now for the report you've all been waiting for... the doc gave me new meds! *dances* Lyrica, sounds kinda creepy like some street drug or something, lol, but it's for GAD so it doesn't run the risk of messing with the other mood stabilizers I'm on, and it's reallllllllllllllllllllllllly low on the addictive scale, so, happy.
You wanna hear about the t-doc visit? To bad. I'm all revved up and ready to rant, lol. It's fairly short as my rants go so... Yeah, went to see her still all crouched and scared rabbit like, and I tell her what happened and that I'm having uber issues with the PTSD/anxiety part of the program. And instead of saying something useful or even not useful but supportive she starts with this whole "Let it go" thing. I'm sitting there going (in my head) 'I've been seeing varying forms of therapists since I was 16, and you think NONE of them made with the 'let it go' speech? Hello!?! Been there, done that, next pls.' *head desk* Seriously, wtf, she think this was my first rodeo. If it was THAT easy to deal with I wouldn't have spent almost 15yrs MEDICATED for ANXIETY. Like I told Pup, it was like telling a drowning man to just swim, instead of throwing him a damn rope. Get the bugger on shore, THEN you can give him swimming lessons. Grrrrrrrrr.
Anyway, Pup's gonna try and find out exactly what this t-doc is (you know the initials behind her name) 'cause she's starting to think the t-doc isn't really qualified to be what I need her to be (they have weird breakdowns of the psych ppl here).
There all done with that, now for today's random treat of spam:
A whole 11 seconds, of Dresden audio!spam, just 'cause it makes me smile a cheese eatin' smile, lol.
Oh and on a final happy fandomy note I FINALLY got all the graphics done for my
dc_fireplace fanmix(es), yeah me! Now to just beat the crap out of Arcana and we can move to the next weirdo fic project, which I only have loosely thought out, but hey, it'll come... eventually, lol.
