Not Quite the Shilling
Sep. 16th, 2010 04:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
heavenlyxbodiesWoot! I got fabric!!!!!
Yesterday's shopping trip was a disaster, mostly. We were supposed to be looking for a new comp, a vacuum, a microwave, one of those damnable black Wii's, and a dishwasher (the microwave and the Wii are for our eldest's b-day), but for some reason Pup decided that all we were doing was 'looking' after we'd agreed we were actually 'getting' since it's kinda an all day trip to those stores. *grrrrrs loudly*
The only good things to come out of it were FABRIC and an actual FABRIC STORE!!!!!!!
Anyway I now have 10m of black, 5m of imprinted black and 5m of imprinted marroon psuedo panne. :) Only problem is that most of my patterns are in Seattle (it never occurred to me that finding patterns would ever be an issue- yet another reason to be annoyed with Sweden); the only ones I have here are my period ones. Not that they aren't what I'd want to do, but it would be nice to have some of my other skirt and blouse patterns. Anyway, after dinner I'm gonna try to recreate one of my skirt patterns shouldn't be too hard. *crosses fingers*
I feel like ficcing. Which is odd because my muses have been remarkably silent of late, but yesterday evening I got this image in my head and Kyo has ordered me to 'make it happen' and I think I just might- only thing is it's Merlin *head desk* BUT it has also seemed to kick my Dean/Cas muses a bit so something might actually come out of that, too. (Not like I don't have at least three possible Dean/Cas fics already started, lol, maybe I can finish one of them.)
Back to the Merlin thing for a moment, see I have this image I mentioned, and I think I can see some of the 'plot' (and I use the term loosely) around it, but I just don't think I can do the voices and I don't know why... I've never had that problem on this level. I mean Spander was second nature, it took me awhile to get comfy with the other Scoobies and I still worry about my Tara, but the main ppl in my fics no worries. And SPN only one charrie I want to write (I say this because I doubt I could write Jo or Crowley but I've never had need to either and I'm quite happy with this arrangement, lol) that I had any trouble with was Gabriel and he sussed himself pretty damn quickly. So yeah, this not being able to catch the voices is really bugging me, I mean if I could even get ONE down, it doesn't even have to be a major character, ANYONE would be an improvement, but nope, notta. I don't know whether to shoot my brain or my muses or to just chill the fuck out and wait!
And on a completely different note, I think I'm going crazy, well crazier than usual, just feeling really up and down and down and up and then somewhere in between, but it doesn't have that urgency that my normal mixed state would have, so yeah... I is confuzzled. I think I'm gonna have to talk to my p-doc next time he calls... just hope I can put words to it, I get flustered on the phone. :(
Yesterday's shopping trip was a disaster, mostly. We were supposed to be looking for a new comp, a vacuum, a microwave, one of those damnable black Wii's, and a dishwasher (the microwave and the Wii are for our eldest's b-day), but for some reason Pup decided that all we were doing was 'looking' after we'd agreed we were actually 'getting' since it's kinda an all day trip to those stores. *grrrrrs loudly*
The only good things to come out of it were FABRIC and an actual FABRIC STORE!!!!!!!
Anyway I now have 10m of black, 5m of imprinted black and 5m of imprinted marroon psuedo panne. :) Only problem is that most of my patterns are in Seattle (it never occurred to me that finding patterns would ever be an issue- yet another reason to be annoyed with Sweden); the only ones I have here are my period ones. Not that they aren't what I'd want to do, but it would be nice to have some of my other skirt and blouse patterns. Anyway, after dinner I'm gonna try to recreate one of my skirt patterns shouldn't be too hard. *crosses fingers*
I feel like ficcing. Which is odd because my muses have been remarkably silent of late, but yesterday evening I got this image in my head and Kyo has ordered me to 'make it happen' and I think I just might- only thing is it's Merlin *head desk* BUT it has also seemed to kick my Dean/Cas muses a bit so something might actually come out of that, too. (Not like I don't have at least three possible Dean/Cas fics already started, lol, maybe I can finish one of them.)
Back to the Merlin thing for a moment, see I have this image I mentioned, and I think I can see some of the 'plot' (and I use the term loosely) around it, but I just don't think I can do the voices and I don't know why... I've never had that problem on this level. I mean Spander was second nature, it took me awhile to get comfy with the other Scoobies and I still worry about my Tara, but the main ppl in my fics no worries. And SPN only one charrie I want to write (I say this because I doubt I could write Jo or Crowley but I've never had need to either and I'm quite happy with this arrangement, lol) that I had any trouble with was Gabriel and he sussed himself pretty damn quickly. So yeah, this not being able to catch the voices is really bugging me, I mean if I could even get ONE down, it doesn't even have to be a major character, ANYONE would be an improvement, but nope, notta. I don't know whether to shoot my brain or my muses or to just chill the fuck out and wait!
And on a completely different note, I think I'm going crazy, well crazier than usual, just feeling really up and down and down and up and then somewhere in between, but it doesn't have that urgency that my normal mixed state would have, so yeah... I is confuzzled. I think I'm gonna have to talk to my p-doc next time he calls... just hope I can put words to it, I get flustered on the phone. :(
