Why do I do this to myself?

I was finally cheering up about Merlin or at least going into a nice unhealthy state of denial about it, wallowing somewhere in S2 and being quite happy there, then... THEN I go off and trip over spoilers, not even big spoilers just general spoilers and *boom* mopey Mys.
Me no like. *pouts*
Worst part? Even if I get completely disillusioned and down on it I'm still gonna have to watch it 'cause the Clan loves it. :(

Yeah, and I just saw the season finally of Criminal Minds and am not sure I like the box shaking they're doing, I know it's mostly to scare and boost season premiere ratings, but I really don't need this, too. They're fucking with Merlin, they've totally buggered the hedgehog when it comes to SPN, and now they're threatening to mess about with my CM! Yes, world fuck up the only shows I actually like!

Sorry, just didn't need that. I think 'm gonna go hide back in my fandom bubble where Arthur and Merlin are grousing at each other and making with the soon to be resolved ust, Dean and Cas are eyefucking 'cause Sammy won't take the hint (and Gabriel's off plotting something fun that probably involves cotton candy and clowns), Spike and Xander are snarking away, Reid is getting googly eyes made at him by just about everyone, while being his awesome self, and there is definitely NO GSR! *climbs in bubble and hides*


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