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Apr. 9th, 2011 08:30 pmSo, 3 loads of dishes, 3 loads of laundry, misc mending, drapery (as in making/fixing/faking) for 2 windows, dinner (2 separate meals), and that's just been the last 6hrs... (see, there's more than the obvious reasons I get called Merlin. *waggles finger*)
ETA- shoes, gotta clean HS' boots, and clean and medicate Takida's (one of our dogs) ear, knew I still had something to do. *straightens neckerchief*
ETA, again- not only do I live with a woman who doesn't so much as give me a nod for all the stuff I managed to pull off today, she gets on me because I asked whether she wanted one piece or two piece drapery things... this was hours AFTER we had the conversation and I already fixed it the way she wanted, *head desk* but she also, instead of thanking me for managing to deal with the clay encrusted boots of our youngest, gets on my case because I actually used real shoe polish on them (apparently she thought the polish would 'come off on her pants', sometimes I can but marvel...)!!!!!!
Baby, I love you, but can't you ever just say, 'thanks'?!?!?
Add to that feeling... bad... the Beast is acting up and with all the fandom activity in BOTH my fandoms, and the sewing for other ppl, and not having Colin, and just feeling kinda hopeless it's winning.
AND I'm starting to feel hopeless on my BB, everybody else seems to be having these huge word counts, etc... and I've been struggling with, well, ALL of it (esp this damn sex scene it just doesn't want to happen the way it needs to, grrrrrrr). Finally passed 6k last weekend and 've written like less than a hundred words since then. :((
It's not helping that 've NEVER written anything this big, I mean I shocked myself by having to upgrade in the D/C BB last year and that was still only 26k (I think, it may have been 24k, but I think it was 26k), so 30k is more than a little daunting. *whimper* Anyway, 30k... anybody wanna tell me I can actually do this, I won't turn you away.
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ETA- shoes, gotta clean HS' boots, and clean and medicate Takida's (one of our dogs) ear, knew I still had something to do. *straightens neckerchief*
ETA, again- not only do I live with a woman who doesn't so much as give me a nod for all the stuff I managed to pull off today, she gets on me because I asked whether she wanted one piece or two piece drapery things... this was hours AFTER we had the conversation and I already fixed it the way she wanted, *head desk* but she also, instead of thanking me for managing to deal with the clay encrusted boots of our youngest, gets on my case because I actually used real shoe polish on them (apparently she thought the polish would 'come off on her pants', sometimes I can but marvel...)!!!!!!
Baby, I love you, but can't you ever just say, 'thanks'?!?!?
Add to that feeling... bad... the Beast is acting up and with all the fandom activity in BOTH my fandoms, and the sewing for other ppl, and not having Colin, and just feeling kinda hopeless it's winning.
AND I'm starting to feel hopeless on my BB, everybody else seems to be having these huge word counts, etc... and I've been struggling with, well, ALL of it (esp this damn sex scene it just doesn't want to happen the way it needs to, grrrrrrr). Finally passed 6k last weekend and 've written like less than a hundred words since then. :((
It's not helping that 've NEVER written anything this big, I mean I shocked myself by having to upgrade in the D/C BB last year and that was still only 26k (I think, it may have been 24k, but I think it was 26k), so 30k is more than a little daunting. *whimper* Anyway, 30k... anybody wanna tell me I can actually do this, I won't turn you away.
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