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New York's Home But It Ain't Mine No More
Aug. 27th, 2010 05:39 pmUgh, where to start?
Well, I'm still exhausted, but getting up at 6AM will do that to a person, lol. Childer. *shrugs* Of course it gives me more time in peace... sorta, at least when Pup's at work. I don't know I'm kinda worried about my head; I've had a pretty good Summer all things considered, which just DOES NOT happen. I mean my cycles have been the same for decades. I know I'm not outta the woods yet, and I guess I should feel better that I can feel the edges of the Black Dog hanging about. It's been worse lately, not bad, at least not by my standards but it's there. I'm getting kinda homesick only not. I mean, it's not so much "home" more like I miss things, like being able to sew and as always this time of year I miss Faire, they don't really have them here, and the one they do have is might as well be off in the Nevernever.
The thing with HS and her bastard father is going slowly and he's started threatening us, well, Pup in particular. I think he needs to remember that his description of me as a hyena could be very accurate right now. I might have issues with HS and probably always will, be I'll be damned if anybody, especially him, hurts her!
Now on to happier subjects! ie Fandom! What, you didn't actually expect to have a post from me that DIDN'T have fandom in, did you?
I should have S5 in like 2 weeks!!!!! *dances* And I am NOT watching Point of No Return when it comes on tonight! Though I'm more worried about next week, bloody Kripke making me cry. I do not cry. 3 times, 3 ever, then bloody Kripke comes along and has me in tears 3 times in 4 weeks. *mutters* I think I'm gonna refuse to watch most of S5 with out mass quantities of ice cream. *nods sagely*
Anyway, much to my surprise Kimi convinced me to rp with her and as scared as I was (am) it's fun, well, when I don't get writer's block or Sammy doesn't start screaming at me, lol. I'm a little worried about my SA fic, I know I can get something out, just what I want to do is having hiccups, ya know it starts then all of a sudden nothing- brain dead. See that's what I mean about the Black Dog lingering around, 'm kinda hoping it's just something like the fact that I finally used up the last of my Lamictal- they give me so much I think half of it is expired by the time I get around to taking it. I think it's the most annoy part of meds here, they give you SOOOOO much at a time and then let you get MORE. Pup has this thing that I need to get my meds as often and as soon as I can, I find that only serves to make me have boxes and boxes of meds that are past their use by dates. *grumbles* Anyway she's coming home with a shiny new prescription so if I'm right I should start feeling better soon. If not my p-doc actually talks to me so... *sighs*
Oops, sorry for going all tangenty.
Ohhhh, ya remember how I said I was falling for Merlin/Arthur and wanted fic? Yeah, I've spent the past week reading every bit of first time and schmoop fic I can find, I swear I've read like 200+ fics, lol. I really don't need another pairing to be writing, but I'm actually considering it, just a little to test the waters and see if I can catch it right *chews lip thoughtfully* ...maybe like for some of my bingo prompts just little in the moment type things. I don't know, I confuse myself so much between what I know of Legend, what I know from various shows and movies (come on you can guess- I've squeeing about one of those all over Twitter, lol, and no, Disney does not come into it *rolls eyes*), and the show's blatant disregard for the aforementioned Legend.
Oh and I'm gonna kill HS soon. She's decided she likes Merlin, like really likes, like the way she likes SPN, so Pup has decided we can't watch it unless HS is around and she's like 8 and is the one I have to get up at 6AM so yeah, there is no joy in Mudville and I'm about to steal the DVDs and camp out in the kitchen and watch them all secret like. It's so funny that HS and I can't get along to save our lives, but give us SPN or Merlin and we're sharing the couch happy as clams, lol. She's even a Dean!girl, I'm so proud, lol. Now to just find out about the Merlin boys. :)
I'm really not trying to go off on tangents... maybe I'm not doing as good as I thought. *adds to list*
One last super awesome thing about Merlin fic, pplp use words that I'm used to being the only one to know, let alone use! That makes me insensibly happy, lol. :D
I'm thinking about revamping my layout, I want the same themes and colours but different graphics with the lyrics. Just feel like a change. And some new icons with the theme and then some more Merlin ones. Now to just find someone to do that, lol.
Well, I'm still exhausted, but getting up at 6AM will do that to a person, lol. Childer. *shrugs* Of course it gives me more time in peace... sorta, at least when Pup's at work. I don't know I'm kinda worried about my head; I've had a pretty good Summer all things considered, which just DOES NOT happen. I mean my cycles have been the same for decades. I know I'm not outta the woods yet, and I guess I should feel better that I can feel the edges of the Black Dog hanging about. It's been worse lately, not bad, at least not by my standards but it's there. I'm getting kinda homesick only not. I mean, it's not so much "home" more like I miss things, like being able to sew and as always this time of year I miss Faire, they don't really have them here, and the one they do have is might as well be off in the Nevernever.
The thing with HS and her bastard father is going slowly and he's started threatening us, well, Pup in particular. I think he needs to remember that his description of me as a hyena could be very accurate right now. I might have issues with HS and probably always will, be I'll be damned if anybody, especially him, hurts her!
Now on to happier subjects! ie Fandom! What, you didn't actually expect to have a post from me that DIDN'T have fandom in, did you?
I should have S5 in like 2 weeks!!!!! *dances* And I am NOT watching Point of No Return when it comes on tonight! Though I'm more worried about next week, bloody Kripke making me cry. I do not cry. 3 times, 3 ever, then bloody Kripke comes along and has me in tears 3 times in 4 weeks. *mutters* I think I'm gonna refuse to watch most of S5 with out mass quantities of ice cream. *nods sagely*
Anyway, much to my surprise Kimi convinced me to rp with her and as scared as I was (am) it's fun, well, when I don't get writer's block or Sammy doesn't start screaming at me, lol. I'm a little worried about my SA fic, I know I can get something out, just what I want to do is having hiccups, ya know it starts then all of a sudden nothing- brain dead. See that's what I mean about the Black Dog lingering around, 'm kinda hoping it's just something like the fact that I finally used up the last of my Lamictal- they give me so much I think half of it is expired by the time I get around to taking it. I think it's the most annoy part of meds here, they give you SOOOOO much at a time and then let you get MORE. Pup has this thing that I need to get my meds as often and as soon as I can, I find that only serves to make me have boxes and boxes of meds that are past their use by dates. *grumbles* Anyway she's coming home with a shiny new prescription so if I'm right I should start feeling better soon. If not my p-doc actually talks to me so... *sighs*
Oops, sorry for going all tangenty.
Ohhhh, ya remember how I said I was falling for Merlin/Arthur and wanted fic? Yeah, I've spent the past week reading every bit of first time and schmoop fic I can find, I swear I've read like 200+ fics, lol. I really don't need another pairing to be writing, but I'm actually considering it, just a little to test the waters and see if I can catch it right *chews lip thoughtfully* ...maybe like for some of my bingo prompts just little in the moment type things. I don't know, I confuse myself so much between what I know of Legend, what I know from various shows and movies (come on you can guess- I've squeeing about one of those all over Twitter, lol, and no, Disney does not come into it *rolls eyes*), and the show's blatant disregard for the aforementioned Legend.
Oh and I'm gonna kill HS soon. She's decided she likes Merlin, like really likes, like the way she likes SPN, so Pup has decided we can't watch it unless HS is around and she's like 8 and is the one I have to get up at 6AM so yeah, there is no joy in Mudville and I'm about to steal the DVDs and camp out in the kitchen and watch them all secret like. It's so funny that HS and I can't get along to save our lives, but give us SPN or Merlin and we're sharing the couch happy as clams, lol. She's even a Dean!girl, I'm so proud, lol. Now to just find out about the Merlin boys. :)
I'm really not trying to go off on tangents... maybe I'm not doing as good as I thought. *adds to list*
One last super awesome thing about Merlin fic, pplp use words that I'm used to being the only one to know, let alone use! That makes me insensibly happy, lol. :D
I'm thinking about revamping my layout, I want the same themes and colours but different graphics with the lyrics. Just feel like a change. And some new icons with the theme and then some more Merlin ones. Now to just find someone to do that, lol.
