4th

Ya guys know how I don't cry at movies and telly, right? I mean, it's happened like 3 times EVER, it DOES NOT HAPPEN- books, fic that I can cry over, but not tv. Still, I've said since "On the Head of a Pin" that if something was gonna make #4 it would be SPN. I expected it to be "The Rapture", then "The End", but it wasn't- both were heart-rippers don't get me wrong, they just didn't push me over the edge. Hells, "Dark Side of the Moon" almost had me, if I hadn't been able to do that h/c fic I think I would have lost it, lol.
But yesterday... yesterday was weird. I made it through "99 Problems" felt like someone took a set of crochet needles to my guts and was trying to rip them out through my larynx, but I made it- I thought. Then I went to the store, earphones in, AC/DC on full volume trying to beat out the tension with a heavy base line, but I still couldn't stop thinking about it... then my eyes started watering, told myself it was the damp air and breeze, ya know, but when I got to the store, nice and warm, no wind, and I was still wiping my eyes, I realized I was indeed crying- didn't stop for almost an hour. So yeah, Kripke finally did it, he made me cry.

#4 SPN- 99 Problems (aided by 5x16)